On March 17, 2013, I turned 9. That is, my gastric bypass surgery, the supposed new beginning in life, was nine years ago. Sure, my life has changed a lot. For better? For worse? Who knows.
I spent my new-birthday doing what most 9 year olds would love to do...I went to Disneyland. I had such a good time. I will post some photos below.
I am otherwise in a weird place mentally. I don't really have much to say that I haven't ranted about already lately, so I will post some of my recent gastric bypass related posts, starting with my 8th surgiversary post last year (which links to other helpful posts):
http://lolorashel.blogspot.com/2012/03/my-8th-surgiversary.html
Read about ulcers: http://lolorashel.blogspot.com/2013/03/ulcers-after-gastric-bypass-no-no-list.html
Read about bone spurs and calcium: http://lolorashel.blogspot.com/2013/03/bone-spurs-calcium-heart-attacks-and.html
I knew it wasn't the case but somewhere in the back of my mind, I guess I thought I'd have surgery and be thin, rich and beautiful. Here I am, still working too much, still fat and not necessarily feeling very beautiful. Happy new-birthday to me. But thank you to Jimmy and Yolanda for a really, really fun Disneyland adventure, where I didn't think about it even once! :-)
It always surprises me when gorgeous women don't feel that they're gorgeous. Every single time you post pictures, I think, "Wow, she is sooo pretty."
ReplyDeleteYou are so sweet. Thank you. There is definitely something wrong with my brain. I'm trying to fix it and be happy with myself the way I am -- no matter HOW I am at that moment. But I'm definitely struggling. Maybe I need to consider some big life changes in the near future. :-)
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